"The most pleasant and useful persons are . . .

. . . those who leave some of the problems of the universe for God to worry about." -Don Marquis
I'm thankful for:

1. the fact that I now know without a doubt that I do get post-partum depression after having my babies and that I don't have it anymore
   
2. conviction from my bible study that love is not primarily a feeling but an action
3. changes coming our way to hopefully allow Jeff to be with us more
4. a very successful day homeschooling today
5. being consistently patient and loving today
6. going to the grocery store without 3 small children tagging along
7. an opportunity to celebrate Christmas my family in just over a month
8. getting up early this morning and getting a good exercise in
9. one night break from putting the kids to bed
10. our church and leadership
    

Count your blessings

I'm thankful for:

1. a beautiful day at the park on Monday
   
2. Clara saying "Thank you" and when I asked what for she said "Thank you for taking me to bible study" completely unprompted. WOW!
   
3. 3 of us having a complete meltdown in the car on the way home from bible study. Oh, it was bad . . . but the payoff was when I asked the kids how they felt when I yelled at them Clara said "You weren't listening to God". She is starting to get it!
   
4. celebrating God's and each other's forgiveness in a spontaneous trip to Paradise Bakery
   
5. continued reminders of how wonderful my husband and marriage really are
   
6. the lessons God is teaching me (oh so painful!) in how not to act.
   
7. a good day today of not losing my temper
   
8. booking the trip to spend Christmas in Virginia
   
9. Mary Kay playing Chutes & Ladders and Candyland with the kids
   
10. spending time teaching Christian today without getting irritated. Baby steps.
    

"As people spin faster and faster in the pursuit of merely personal happiness . . .

. . . they become exhausted in the futile effort of chasing themselves." -Andrew Delbanco
I'm thankful for:

1. finding that I no longer resent that I am the one who has to take the trash out each time
   
2. learning for certain that Thomas is allergic to soy
3. the weather finally cooling down a little
4. my Mom coming out here last week. I don't think I loaded the dishwasher once!
   
5. a great trip to San Diego . . . seeing the joy on their faces as they watched Shamu jump out of the water, Jeff helping them overcome the fear of the ocean, seeing family I hadn't seen for years, . . . I could keep going!
   
6. getting back into an early morning rhythm so I can have some personal quiet time before starting the day
   
7. Christian and Clara playing nicely together
   
8. not totally losing my mind at my children in spite of the exhausting schedule we've been keeping
9. hope that I will be able to conquer everything I need to with the kids, the house, the schoolwork, etc as I get into the rhythm
   
10. a quiet moment to reflect on thankfulness while the kids play outside
    

In Christ alone, my hope is found . . .

. . . firm through the fiercest drought and storm. -Keith Getty & Stuart Townend
I'm thankful for:

1. sweet baby Thomas turning 1 today!
   
   
2. an unexpected call from Christian's preschool about a Mon/Wed afternoon class - it may be exactly what he needs.
   
3. coming out after tucking Clara and Thomas into bed and finding Christian reading himself a story without my asking him to
   
   
4. being able to join Jeff on a business trip last week to Las Vegas
   
5. that the 5 of us stuck in a one bed hotel room turned out great instead of as miserable as it seemed like it would
   
   
6. being able to see my cousin Jennifer and her daughters while we were there
   
   Clara and Jordan
   
7. being able to do some fun things with the kids while in Vegas. We bowled, went to the Monterey Bay Shark Reef, ate gelato and watched the fountains at the Bellagio.
   
8. my cousin Jeanette giving birth to a healthy baby boy yesterday!
   
9. Christian saying he wants to be like Jesus
   
10. having the great support of family and friends
    

Love never fails.

-1 Corinthians 13:8a
I'm thankful for:

1. spending lots of time reading with the kids
2. Christian's behavior and mouth significantly improving
3. Thomas adjusting to his new diet and drinking water better
   
4. chasing the kids around the house and working on "projects" together
   
5. the stability of Jeff's job in this awful market
   
6. being able to have some good time with Jeff's family and celebrating Andrew's 8th birthday
   
7. how much the kids adore their cousins
   
8. seeing Clara hugging Christian and telling him that she loves him
9. Christian enthusiasm to read the bible, sing hymns and memorize verses since we implemented a morning and dinner worship time
10. Christian is reading!!!
    

For by grace you have been saved through faith.

. . . And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God. -Ephesians 2:8
I'm thankful for:

1. a week with my sister out here, giving the kids and myself company & relief
   
2. my sister spending a lot of one on one time with the kids
   
   
3. the vast growth my sister and I have made in our relationship together through the last several years
   
4. my sister's offer and willingness to watch the kids for 24 hours while Jeff and I got a night away
   
5. a wonderful night away of relaxation and stress free with Jeff at the WigWam
   
   
6. the new foods I'm able to eat now! Yummmm! Still trying valiantly not to go overboard.
   
7. potting more herbs with the kids
   
   
8. Thomas top 4 teeth all coming in at once - at least he'll only suffer once for four.
   
9. having a break before Jeff's trip this whole week
10. the kids desire to help me clean and finding some chores that they can do to help
    

Fathers, do not provoke your children to anger . . .

. . . but bring them up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord. -Ephesians 6:4
I'm thankful for:

1. the kids being able to spend such quality time with their grandma & grandpa
2. the homeschool conference. I'm still not sure what we'll do in the future, but it really gave me some good ideas to consider and refreshed my parenting strategies
3. talking nicely with the kids instead of losing my temper the last few days
4. seeing progress in Christian's disobedience the last few days
5. the bittersweet act of weaning Thomas
6. eating foods I haven't eaten in 6 months! Pizza, peanut butter, chocolate!
7. refocusing for the upcoming week
   
8. the study our church is doing on the 10 commandments
   
9. Thomas starting to get better at drinking from a cup
10. having a great time with our college/young adult group. What
    

After such an awful day yesterday . . .

. . . filled with yelling, crying, bad talk and angry hearts I thought it best to work on my thankful list today.
I'm thankful for:

1. a new start to every day
2. going to bed early enough last night to work out this morning
   
3. the hugs and kisses I'm greeted with to start my day
   
4. being amused by things my children say
   
5. a new idea . . . to create a blog of funny things my kids say
   
6. for Tom & Mary Kay coming up to watch the kids while I go to a homeschool conference tomorrow and Saturday
   
7. tickle time and putting puzzles together on the floor with all 3 kids
   
8. Thomas amazing improvement sleeping and eating this week
   
9. not losing my temper today
10. Jeff coming home tonight
    

I'm going to take a break from updating the blog daily;

. . . it has served me well for the last 6 months and now I can confidently say that I've felt a permanent impact on my life. I am thankful that God gave me the wisdom to see this light out of depression, and to help me to rely on Him above myself. I wish I could say that now I've figured out how to turn to God first above myself, but with time I pray I can say that more often.

I will update the blog as I see the need to do so, particularly if I find myself reverting back to a discontented attitude or on particularly joyful or challenging days. This does not mean that everything in life is going smoothly, or that I've learned how to enjoy every day, but I'm finding more and more ways to deal with the challenges and to appreciate my life more. I pray if anyone happens upon this blog that they can be inspired to look beyond their own everyday and see (sometimes hidden) within each day and situation all the wonderful things that it is filled with.

I'm thankful for:

1. hearing Christian tell Clara she's his best friend
   
2. Clara having a dry pullup this morning
   
3. Thomas hopefully turning a new leaf and waking happy and playful in his crib the last few mornings
   
4. Thomas clearly feeling better and less itchy
   
5. enjoying a nice lunch with my friend Taun
   
6. getting my passport photo taken in the hopes Jeff and I can take a nice trip to Mexico later this year
   
7. Clara putting her arms around me and telling me she loves me
   
8. hopefully the last time Thomas gets hives from something I ate
   
9. Christian saying I'm going to eat dirt, because at least it showed he has been paying attention to the Genesis 3 readings we did last week
   
10. this blog and how well it has served me for the last 168 faithful days
    

In my distress I called to the LORD, and he answered me.

. . . From the depths of the grave I called for help, and you listened to my cry. -Jonah 2:1b
I'm thankful for:

1. sleeping in until 7am - and the kids let us!
   
2. Thomas eating his breakfast willingly and well this morning
   
3. Thomas getting the hang of the sippy cup a little bit better at lunch
   
4. Thomas' skin looking better than it has in a month and him clearly feeling better
   
5. Jeff taking each Christian and then Clara out with him by themselves
   
6. a "day off" from the norm
7. my dad taking an interest in his grandkids; sending a card to the kids and calling them
   
8. a friend who confides in me and asks thought-provoking spiritual questions. What an honor!
9. being able to share wisdom and experience with another mom. Never thought I'd be on this end!
10. alone time with each of my kids
    

Then the LORD God made a woman from . . .

. . . the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. -Genesis 2:22
I'm thankful for:

1. 10 amazing years married to the love of my life
   
2. that I love Jeff and he loves me more even than the day we got married
   
3. thinking back on 10 years of love, life and family
   
4. attempting to focus us all on using our words in a Godly way
5. Dr. Mitra telling me I can wean Thomas to rice milk whenever I want!!!
   
6. getting Jeff's old box of Lego's out for the kids for the first time
   
7. dropping Thomas' lunch feeding. He did not take the cup well, but I could tell he liked the taste of the rice milk and did not have any issue not nursing from me.
   
8. trying out making sugar cookies w/o eggs or butter. Not so sure about these, but it was good to try something new.
   
9. the beautiful roses Jeff brought home
   
10. enjoying a date at home including dinner and a movie with Jeff
    

So God created man in his own image,

. . . in the image of God he created him;
male and female he created them. -Genesis 1:27
I'm thankful for:

1. a good start to the morning
2. watching Clara and Thomas playing while I snuggled with Christian on the rocking chair
   
3. Thomas taking a little nap at least
   
4. making silly paper hats with the kids
   
5. making at least some progress in getting my sister to fly out here
   
6. thinking back on what I was doing or feeling 10 years ago today
   
7. the hope that maybe I can wean Thomas sooner than I thought and take a trip with Jeff somewhere special???
   
8. conviction of how important our speech is from War of Words (Paul Tripp)
   
9. Clara understanding and loving playing "Simon Says"
   
10. Thomas going to sleep tonight sans the hour+ of crying
    

"Amazing grace, how sweet the sound . . .

. . . that saved a wretch like me." -John Newton
I'm thankful for:

1. another productive morning
2. encouraging comments from two friends regarding parenting
   
3. dropping the late night feeding for Thomas and he sleeps just as long
   
4. making carrot soup with the kids from the Carrot Soup book
   
5. swimming at the Hahne's in spite of canceled swim lessons
6. Christian bobbing under the water and trying to hold his breath
   
7. Clara loving to jump into the water with me
8. getting invited to dinner at the Hahne's
   
9. trying ribs for maybe? the first time in my life and liking them
   
10. overhearing Christian singing Amazing Grace in his bed tonight
    

"In faith there is enough light for those who want to believe and . . .

. . . enough shadows to blind those who don't." -Blaise Pascal
I'm thankful for:

1. waking up early enough to enjoy some quiet time
   
2. having a very productive day
   
3. making "telephones" using plastic cups with the kids
   
4. the smell of clean sheets, pillows, comforters. So fresh!
   
5. Josh's birthday. I'm thankful for a good friend and great pastor!
   
6. the little "mirrors" that my children are. It is humbling but at least it helps motivate me to be better.
   
7. Clara announcing that she loves Daddy several times today - without him being here
   
8. getting the photo book finished . . . just in time!
   
9. Jeff consoling Thomas tonight and giving me a break
   
10. Jeff enjoying the marinade on the chicken I made. Small victories.
    

"He who has faith has . . .

. . . an inward reservoir of courage, hope, confidence, calmness, and assuring trust that all will come out well - even though to the world it may appear to come out most badly." -B.C. Forbes
I'm thankful for:

1. getting up at 5am as I'd hoped and then running for 30 minutes.
   
2. a new personal best time: 3.28 miles in 29'27". I ran my second mile in 8'44"
   
3. Clara was pretty good at the store today!
   
4. actually having to wake Thomas up from his morning and afternoon naps
5. Chuck, our Shea home service rep, who pulled strings to get the kids a/c flow to their rooms looked at tomorrow
   
6. Thomas' new trick of covering his mouth with his hand while making noise
7. Jeff coming home early from Tucson
   
8. Thomas eating asparagus, salmon and rolls with no hives! He LOVED it!
9. hearing a friend share kind words about her husband
10. that I can turn to my Lord and Savior for help and not alcohol or drugs as I've seen so many spiral down. May I never forget that.
    

"For the love of money is a root of . . .

. . . all kinds of evil." 1 Timothy: 6:10a
I'm thankful for:

1. Christian reading Dr. Seuss The Foot Book. The first real book he's read!
   
2. Thomas first time eating pancakes! Yummmmm!
   
3. a desire to be good stewards of our money and working on reconciling our bank accounts
4. Christian and Clara memorizing Phil 4:13 and the first verse of Amazing Grace
   
5. Thomas playing so nicely by himself
   
6. this silence punishment for bad talking. So much nicer than hearing the whining, griping, bad mouthing, back talking
   
7. Christian wanting to be an artist in spite of me finding it a challenge to organize arts and crafts for them to do
8. planning for the week ahead
   
9. Clara saying "Thomas is my friend"
   
10. working on the photo book for last year. I can't believe how much the kids have changed in a year!
    

"How often we fail to realize our good fortune in . . .

. . . living in a country where happiness is more than a lack of tragedy." -Paul Sweeney
I'm thankful for:

1. living in a free country
2. celebrating our country's birthday
   
3. Thomas sleeping longer today and taking 2 naps!
   
4. Jeff taking the kids on a hike
   
5. School House Rocks! Classic!
   
6. making Independence Day parfaits with the kids
   
   
7. reconnecting with old friends
   
8. finishing painting the bedroom
9. getting some pictures hung tonight
   
10. Jeff spending so much time with the kids today so I could finish painting the bedroom
    

"Our greatest glory is not in never failing,

. . . but in rising up every time we fail." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
I'm thankful for:

1. having Jeff home today
   
2. a very spontaneous trip (we ran out the door in 10 minutes) to Cerreta's Candy Company
   
3. Jeff being so kind as to take me to Sprout's so I could buy some chocolate that does not have milk in it
   
4. a lazy day. I had hoped for more productivity, but I think I needed this.
   
5. Clara hugging Thomas and telling him she loves him
   
6. potting our herbs with the kids
   
   
7. being right there to scoop Thomas out when he slipped and went under in the tub
   
8. the beautiful cloud formations this evening
9. mmmm. Eating chocolate with a glass of wine to end the evening.
10. Jeff still has 2 days off!
    

"Perseverance is the hard work you do after . . .

. . . you get tired of doing the hard work you already did." -Newt Gingrich
I'm thankful for:

1. spending a terrific day at the Hahne's
   
2. surviving parenting on a few hours of sleep
   
3. having a friend that I can share hours of conversation with, who takes great care of me and my family, who accepts my eccentricities, and most of all, who shares a love of the Lord
   
4. all 6 of our children getting along so well for such a long time
   
5. a nice swim in the pool and my children getting braver with each day
   
6. Christian being so kind as to play quietly while I took a nap
   
7. Jeff making it home before the kids bedtime and him playing with them for a little while before he fell asleep
   
8. yummy smell of swordfish burgers - something new to try
   
9. the kids going to bed fairly willingly
   
10. Jeff has the day off tomorrow for July 4. What a blessing!
    

"What is a friend?

. . . A single soul dwelling in two bodies." -Aristotle
I'm thankful for:

1. that pesky fly waking me up again at 5:30. I was able to get up and do all my morning goals.
   
2. this overcast day
   
3. getting new books to read at the library
   
4. Christian sticking up for his sister when I was not treating her as nicely as I should
   
5. each of our little seeds sprouting . . . some even ready to replant!
   
6. reading time with Christian while the littles were sleeping . . . and he didn't beg me to play on Starfall
   
7. Melissa watching the C's for me while I went grocery shopping
   
8. Pei Wei for dinner plus a night off from cooking. Yummm!
   
9. sharing the evening playing games and enjoying the company of friends
   
10. our impromptu sleepover going well
    

"I do not believe in God, for that implies an effort of the will -

. . . I see God everywhere!" -Jean Favre
I'm thankful for:

1. the annoying fly waking me up, else I'd probably have gotten woken by a small child and been really irritated with them
2. spending time last night working on my art for the first time in a long time
3. an unexpected rain last night
   
4. seeing the "children" in the family of quail that keeps visiting our home growing up!
   
5. keeping my cool in spite of lack of sleep and a really grumpy 2 year old
   
6. Christian staying in his reading rest the last few days
   
7. Christian memorizing Philippians 4:13 and the kids making an attempt to sing Amazing Grace with me
   
8. Christian & Clara being brave in swim lessons
   
9. Christian answering "all of it" when I asked him what he liked best about swim lessons
   
10. laying Thomas down for the evening and he didn't cry when I put him in the crib
    

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge,

. . . but fools despise wisdom and discipline. -Proverbs 1:7
I'm thankful for:

1. getting up early enough to get a good workout in, fold laundry, read my bible, eat breakfast, shower. Nice.
   
2. the happy hearts of my children today
   
3. a very productive morning; getting into a rhythm
   
4. praying praises to God while rocking Thomas this morning. A unique opportunity amidst a typical day without a lot of quiet time.
   
5. baking eggless, dairyless banana bread with the kids. The first yummy treat I've had in a long time!
   
6. spending some quality time with Christian
   
7. Thomas peaceful sleep this afternoon
   
8. silly things the kids do like dressing up in jackets & pretending there is a snowstorm outside
   
9. a nice, long phone call with Mom & Dad while the kids played in their room
   
10. my cousin Melisa finding out she's having a girl!
    

And pray in the Spirit . . .

. . . on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. -Ephesians 6:18a
I'm thankful for:

1. the kids sleeping a little longer than usual so we could catch up on the sleep we missed last night
   
2. Thomas and I trying pancakes this morning - so far he's fine
   
3. getting our furniture moved back in our bedroom. The painting is 2/3 done!
   
4. that Jeff has a job in these tough economic times
   
5. a super long nap today. Thanks Jeff!
   
6. seeing some progress in the new discipline strategy with Christian's behavior
   
7. getting the house and kitchen in order before the start of the work week
   
8. Christian joining me on some errands - it's good for us both to spend quality alone time together
9. the weekend being so rejuvenating.
   
10. Jeff. I love him so much more than I could ever put into writing. Frankly, if nothing else, he could make each item of my top ten list each day . . . even on a bad day.
    

"I cannot imagine how the clockwork of the universe can exist without . . .

. . . a clockmaker." -Voltaire
I'm thankful for:

1. a new personal best time running the 5k
2. not getting bit by the snake I almost ran over (in all fairness, in hindsight I think he may have been dead)
3. Thomas' happy squeaks when he woke this morning
   
4. breakfast time with my Aunt Esther
   
5. Kylah coming over to play and help with the kids
   
6. Clara giving me a big hug, huge kiss and telling me she loves me before her nap time today
   
7. Jesse R's miraculous recovery from myocarditis
   
8. Christian not having any major meltdowns today
9. Jeff giving the kids baths, dinner and ready for bed
   
10. starting on getting our bedroom painted and Jeff helping me get to a good stopping point
    

"Whenever I see sunbeams coming through clouds, it always looks to me like God shining himself down onto us.

. . . The thing about sunbeams is they're always there even though we can't always see them. Same with God." -Adeline Cullen Ray
I'm thankful for:

1. different ideas for new discipline in dealing with Christian's negative mouth. I hope it helps.
   
2. Benadryl helping Thomas
   
3. Thomas falling asleep snuggling the monster
   
4. Christian counting to 150 without any help from me. His little mind never quits.
   
5. Thomas' new skill of clapping
   
6. the fun all the kids had together with the Hahne's kids
   
7. Josh and Melissa being able to go out on a golf date together
   
8. trying out a new schedule on Thomas. I hope this is going to make bedtime much easier!
   
9. little Miss Mary being so comfortable here with us
   
10. the end of the work week

"I would rather walk with God in the dark than . . .

. . . go alone in the light." -Mary Gardiner Brainard
I'm thankful for:

1. seeing a family of quail in our backyard this morning - the babies were so tiny!
   
2. getting out of the funk pretty quickly this morning
   
3. cloudy windy day. I know it's hot outside, but it looks like a day to drink hot tea and read books on the couch
   
4. nice phone call with my Aunt Marcie
   
5. letting the house go and trying not to be too concerned about it
   
6. really truly desiring to glorify God and not control my children. Oh, so very hard.
   
7. it actually rained today!
   
8. being able to celebrate Cody Bates' first birthday with friends!
   
9. Thomas going to sleep effortlessly tonight
   
10. Clara's tender heart
    

"God saw all that he had made and it was very good."

-Genesis 1:31
I'm thankful for:

1. inspiration from others of things to teach my children
   
2. a reasonably good trip to the store with the kids
   
3. Christian and Clara doing "Hidden Pictures" together without my prompting
   
4. talking myself back into reality. Meaning, there are times I see other mom's or read people's blogs and I forget that their lives are not as perfect as they seem on the outside
5. being a lot more easy going about the usual nuisances in child-rearing
   
6. Uncle Phil offering for us to stay with them when we visit CA next month
   
7. Melissa taking the C's for me while I went shopping
   
8. buying a size 4 at Old Navy today. I never thought that would be a size I'd see again on me in my lifetime!
   
9. Christian saying he loves Clara as one of his prayers
   
10. Jeff coming home later tonight
    

"In the Christian life it is important to understand that our highest success is not measured by the effect we have upon others,

. . . but strictly by our obedience to God." -http://www.familyministries.com/HS_Crisis.htm
I'm thankful for:

1. a nearly perfect morning. Got up early, exercised, read my bible, showered, ate . . . all before the kids got up!
   
2. getting my morning chores done early
   
3. making homemade popcorn with the kids
   
4. talking with friends can help me get through the grumps (when the kids are resting or occupied)
   
5. reading refreshing ideas on why to be creative with the kids
   
6. the kid's first swim lesson. Christian was so much braver than I expected!
   
7. encouraging the kids and trying to be uplifting to them about even the little accomplishments
8. Clara telling me I need to put on my happy face when I'm getting upset
9. Jeff explaining Thomas is "special needs" and that we need to treat him that way in regards to helping him sleep. Helped me to have perspective and not be discouraged that he needs to be comforted asleep. I suppose we'll break whatever habits he's created after we're through this mess.
10. feeling the pull in not so subtle ways to work on my art and stop pushing it aside for everything else. (chapter I read last night on the importance of creativity, blog I read today about being a faithful steward of my time to devote to creativity, friend posting new photos of artworks in progress on FB). Ah, I want so much to do this but it just seems so hard to fit it in right now. I must push myself beyond what I think I can do. It worked with the chore list, nightly laundry. I shouldn't be discouraged. I know it can be done. Will plan for working it in.
    *Make that one more. After posting, I ran across a note a friend put on his FB page about "Art, Faith, and Humanity. . .to engage the culture". Just knock me on the head with a 2x4 next time.
    

"If God asks that you bend, bend and do not complain.

. . . He is making you more flexible, and for this be thankful." -Meriel Stelliger
I'm thankful for:

1. Clara doing a GREAT job in her big girl bed last night
   
2. Christian H. and Mary coming to hang out at our house this morning. Fun for everyone!
   
3. the kids all getting along so well
   
4. getting half of my chores done despite taking care of 5 little ones
   
5. this homemade microwave popcorn that my friend told me about. Yummy and healthy and cheap!
   
6. becoming a little bit more "go with the flow" about life
   
7. outdoor windex - that stuff worked amazingly well on the caked on kid prints of our sliding glass door!
   
8. Jeff being home 2 weeks. It makes this weeks trip that much easier to bear.
   
9. a quiet evening once I got Thomas to sleep
   
10. working towards planning a trip to join Jeff in San Diego
    

"Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead,

. . . bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord." -Ephesians 6:4
I'm thankful for:

1. my wonderful husband who is the biggest blessing to our family and the best father I could imagine for my children
   
2. having a day to celebrate my husband, our fathers, and all the other great dad's in our lives
   
3. Christian not cutting his foot when the sugar container fell and broke on his foot
   
4. Clara going back into her big girl bed today. I hope this time it is for good!
   
5. the sermon this morning challenging me for more consistent parenting
   
6. desire for better discipline strategies, and not being complacent
   
7. reorganizing my pantry
   
8. finding some energy to clean up the kitchen before bed
   
9. Jeff's selflessness
   
10. after an hour of screaming Thomas finally went to sleep without me holding him. I know we can do this!
    

"In him you were also circumcised, in the putting off of the sinful nature . . .

. . . not with a circumcision done by the hands of men but with the circumcision done by Christ, having been buried with him in baptism and raised with him through your faith in the power of God, who raised him from the dead." -Colossians 2:11-12
I'm thankful for:

1. Grandma reading books, playing games and generally spoiling the kids with her time today
2. Jeff and Tom getting a lot done around the house
   
3. getting paint for our bedroom at the store. I can't wait to give it a try!
   
4. Thomas miracle nap this morning and skin looking much better
   
5. Mary Kay emptying the dishwasher. Sometimes it truly is the little things.
   
6. God using Christian's angry heart to grow me in so many ways
   
7. sharing in D's baptism. What a huge blessing to be a part of that moment!
   
8. sharing that special moment with some old friends
9. children in bed for the night - better late than never!
10. mmm! Strawberry sorbet!
    

"Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. . . .

. . . That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand." -Emily Kimbrough
I'm thankful for:

1. Christian and Clara including Thomas in their play time
   
2. Christian and Clara playing so nicely with new friends
   
3. great conversations with new friends
   
4. finally looking into the niche for one last quote
   
5. Thomas being ok after Clara feeding him cottage cheese today
   
6. the sheer excitement from the kids in anticipation of seeing their grandma & grandpa
   
7. Tom & Mary Kay coming to visit
8. the photos the kids had done with their cousins and how fun that was
   
9. having people around to distract me from the nightly chaos
   
10. excitement for D' who's getting baptized tomorrow! Praise Jesus!
    

For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord.

Live as children of light -Ephesians 5:8
I'm thankful for:

1. Clara sat on the big potty all by herself and on her own initiative today. Hurray!
   
2. Thomas hasn't had hives for weeks until today. It does really give me hope! (later read that McDonald's uses wheat and milk as part of their ingredients)
   
3. at least the bad customer service at Lowe's allowed me to not buy my paint today and so I can later use the coupon I forgot to bring
   
4. Christian finishing the whole Learn to Read section on Starfall.com and has been reading signs correctly, like zoo and exit!
   
5. planting daisy seeds with the kids
   
6. playing wrestle
   
7. Thomas allowing me to read on the couch during what should have been his naptime
8. the great blessing of Jeff being around the last few weeks
9. Jeff being home in time for dinner and bringing dinner home. Yummm, Pei Wei!
10. 2 good weeks following 2 horrific weeks. Thank God for the knowledge that I can have good days and even good weeks!
    

"The belly rules the mind." -Spanish Proverb

I'm thankful for:

1. 4 mile run this morning averaging 9m 15s/mile! Wooohooo!
   
2. seeing a beautiful sunrise, quail, coyote, rabbits and getting sprinkled on during my run
   
3. trying to eat even healthier - less sweets at least
   
4. hydrating more and feeling better because of it
   
5. Thomas temperament, especially when he's not hungry or sleepy
6. Christian accepting his punishment without a fight when he went to a long timeout after hitting me
   
7. Clara wanting to be a good girl and doing a good job in her bed, even though she has a hard time actually pulling it off
8. challenged to know more of my bible to help guide those in need
   
9. Jeff's total love and compassion for the kids under all circumstances. *sigh*. He gives me something to strive for.
   
10. my kids. They drive me nuts a lot of the time but I truly love each of them!
    

"There is one thing more exasperating than a wife who can cook and won't,

. . . and that's a wife who can't cook and will." -Robert Frost
I'm thankful for:

1. being blessed to be able to actually witness a friend's faith grow
   
2. literally running into a neighbor friend on my run this morning and then running the rest of the way together, sharing the exercise and company
   
3. being more proactive about sending the kids to their room when they're whiny and misbehaving rather than letting it continue and allowing it to get to me
   
4. Christian's comedic timing
   
5. forgiving myself after I blew up today rather than dwelling on it and letting it escalate into an even grumpier me
   
6. Christian and Clara loving each other and playing well together
   
7. Jeff's chest x-ray "seeming to be normal"
   
8. a desire to continually grow and improve
   
9. working to not be hard on myself for less productivity today
   
10. keeping cool with Christian's bad temper and meltdowns
    

"One family and the children of that family can do . . .

. . . marvelous things to affect the world or devastating things to destroy it." -Edith Schaeffer What is a Family?
I'm thankful for:

1. talking to myself about how to handle each situation before losing my cool or getting testy (don't worry, I'm not talking to myself out loud)
   
2. a very productive morning
   
3. convincing myself not to be lazy but to push through
   
4. Thomas keeping the gloves on this afternoon
   
5. Clara and Christian being better behaved
   
6. Thomas following the C's around the house all day
7. playing Memory with Christian and Clara and they both understood how to play it correctly!
   
8. Thomas signing Mommy and saying "Dada"
   
9. popsicles for the kids
   
10. reading lots of stories today
    

"There's nothing that can help you understand your beliefs more than . . .

. . . trying to explain them to an inquisitive child." -Frank A. Clark
I'm thankful for:

1. Thomas eczema looking a little better after his bath today
   
2. visiting Fellowship of Grace for the first time in a long time
   
3. catching up with our "old" church family
   
4. these little "pep talks" I've been giving to myself lately to help me not get angry at the kids
   
5. taking time to read for a few minutes after getting home from church
   
6. Thomas eating real food and loving it more!
   
7. sparkling clean and polished counters
   
8. Christian counting to 100 at dinner
   
9. hearing the kids make each other laugh
   
10. our college ministry - they are such a blessing to us!
    

". . . someone in a relationship needs to consider the family as . . .

. . . a career, a project, serious enough to be willing to be the one to 'scramble up over jagged rocks to feed the birds, so that they won't become extinct'". -Edith Schaeffer in What is a Family
I'm thankful for:

1. perspective of my job being to champion our family
   
2. finally making the move and buying paint for the kid's bathroom
   
3. managing taping off and painting part of the kid's bathroom between naps and snack time until Jeff came home when I could finish it
   
4. Christian being able to see his friend Tyler today
   
5. my friend D' and she celebrates her birthday today
   
6. the paint in the bathroom looks good! (albeit a little brighter than I was looking for)
7. keeping my cool for a few days in a row
8. Thomas trying so hard to keep up with the kids
9. Thomas desiring to eat real food
10. Christian and Clara treating each other with more love and respect (likely reflective of Mom's better behavior this week)
    

Be kind and compassionate to one another . . .

. . . forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
I'm thankful for:

1. the book of Ephesians helping me to refocus
   
2. not being grumpy in spite of little sleep
3. little pep talks helping me to keep my cool
   
4. another good day without losing my temper
5. Clara taking a good nap since she did not sleep much last night
   
6. Clara's croupy cough gone this morning
   
7. a good talk with Josh giving perspective and encouragement
   
8. Thomas pulling up now on everything and taking it like a champ when he falls down
   
9. Christian working so hard at learning how to read and wanting me to read books to him all day
   
10. Christian's prayer tonight for me to play with him. A wake-up call to double check my priorities.
    

But to each one of us grace has been given as Christ apportioned it.

-Ephesians 4:7
I'm thankful for:

1. Jeff helping with Clara in the middle of the night last night
   
2. being so productively clean this week
   
3. the kids behaving nicely
   
4. me behaving nicely and not getting upset so easily
   
5. being more patient with Christian during his reading time
   
6. a miraculous day without any mommy meltdowns and the kids behavior reflecting how nice mommy was
   
7. getting new books at the library
   
8. taking the kids to McDonald's, which I almost never do. They, of course, had a blast!
   
9. Thomas enjoying bath with the older kids now so much
   
10. feeling some nice harmony in my life today and the hope it gives me that one day it could stay this way
    

Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice.

Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you. -Ephesians 4:31-32
I'm thankful for:

1. God's word to help guide me along the path of righteousness
   
2. recommendation from a friend on the book What is a Family by Edith Schaeffer. I'm only 1 chapter in, but it's got my attention.
   
3. Thomas looked right at me and said "Mama"! (and not just once, either!)
   
4. Christian's incessant questions. It can be a little overwhelming the constant barrage of questions, but I love how his mind works!
   
5. Thomas wanting to join in on the fun of wrestling with Daddy and kids
   
6. Jeff's ability to help me see what I'm missing sometimes
   
7. getting some things put up around the house. 6 months after the move and we're finally starting to move in
   
8. great friends - that is an area I am truly blessed!
   
9. Thomas falling asleep without me holding him tonight. It wasn't easy, but he did it this time!
   
10. my new daytimer because I AM getting more accomplished!
    

Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.

Ephesians 4:2
I'm thankful for:

1. another productive day
   
2. better mental stability this week
   
3. handling melt-downs and disobedience with better love and kindness
   
4. Jeff being home this week - maybe that's why I'm handling life better
   
5. having the Hahne kids over - what fun for the kids!
   
6. being able to be a confidant to a friend
   
7. a nice dinner with Taun
   
8. enjoying time out with adult conversation and a break away from screaming kids
   
9. a great start to the week
10. Thomas eating and sleeping well for Jeff tonight

I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being,

. . . so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. -Ephesians 3:16-17a
I'm thankful for:

1. a good trip to the store with the kids
   
2. getting the kids a treat (donut) just because and being able to relate that to God's grace
3. the opportunity to share my faith and answer tough questions with a friend
4. being able to encourage my dear friend
   
5. a very productive morning
6. getting Thomas to sleep. Unfortunately his skin and sleep are returning back to the way things were, but I'm blessed to have had 10 days of a miraculous change. It gives me hope.
   
7. a sparkling clean bathroom - now how can I find the balance between having a clean house and spending time with my kids?
   
8. hot chocolate and marshmallows for the kids in the middle of the summer
9. being able to see how a friend worked hard towards running a half marathon, training in 3 months, and the joy she had in her accomplishment!
10. our new couch came! Sounds materialistic, I know, but our house is slowly becoming our home.
    

When the moon hits your eye like a biga pizza pie . . .

. . . that's amore!
I'm thankful for:

1. being able to be there for a friend in need
   
2. 11 years since our first date in Venice, Italy
   
3. dancing in the kitchen with Jeff to That's Amore
   
4. our Sunday morning pancake breakfast tradition
   
5. enjoying lunch with our church family
   
6. a nice nap
   
7. Jeff being able to rest his back and not worry about having to drive today
8. Thomas enjoying his first time watching Baby Signing Times
   
9. playing tickle monster with the kids
10. a pretty good day overall
    

"Success in marriage does not come merely through finding the right mate, but . . .

. . . through being the right mate." -Barnett R. Brickner
I'm thankful for:

1. going to Kohl's by myself this morning
   
2. saving money. I like saving money!
   
3. being lazy and letting my dishes pile up a bit
   
4. Clara whispering me awake after my nap - so sweet!
   
5. the Hahne's watching our children while we went out on a date (with Thomas, too, of course)
   
6. finding a couch and rug for our house
   
7. slowly getting our house a little bit more together
   
8. the kids having a great time at the Hahne's and playing so nicely together!
   
9. Thomas behaving like a champ, as always, while we dragged him all over to get a couch
   
10. enjoying a wonderful time together and feeling refreshed from the time together
    

"Madness need not be all breakdown. . .

. . . It may also be break-through." -R.D. Laing, The Politics of Experience
I'm thankful for:

1. this strangely cool, cloudy day
   
2. happy squeaks coming from Thomas' bedroom this morning
   
3. handling discipline mostly with love and without anger
4. putting Thomas down for a nap without socks on his hands this morning
   
5. getting things done on "the list"
   
6. recognizing that the changes in Thomas are absolutely a miracle!
7. Jeff coming home tonight and not traveling at all next week!
8. Thomas eczema and skin worsening later in the day, only for the reminder of how great he's been and having hope for permanent change
9. Christian wanting to pray for "the red spots on Thomas' face to go away"
   
10. Jeff being able and available to help a friend load their moving truck
    

"People who do not understand themselves have a craving for understanding." -Wilhelm Stekel

I'm thankful for:

1. seeing the end of a beautiful sunrise this morning
   
2. a cooler than usual day out in the desert
   
3. Thomas trying soy formula in his cereal with no noticeable problems
   
4. surviving the zoo in the heat today (cooler or not, it's still pretty dang hot!)
   
5. finding at least one animal to entertain us (orangatans). The rest were hiding in the shade.
   
6. the kids memory of the zoo as a great time even if it didn't seem they were having fun there
   
7. Christian being brave on the merry-go-round
   
8. Thomas eating a snow cone - finally something he can eat out! And he loved every bite!
   
9. enjoying some wrestle time with the kids
10. Thomas' love for his siblings - it is so sweet!
    

"Depressed? Of course we're all depressed.

. . . We've been so quickly, violently, and irreconcilably plucked from nature, from physical labor, from kinship and village mentality, from every natural and primordial anti-depressant. The further society "progresses," the grander the scale of imbalance. Just as fluoride is put in water to prevent dental caries, we'll soon find government mandating Prozac in our water to prevent mental caries." -M. Robin D'Antan
I'm thankful for:

1. running 5k in 29 minutes this morning!
   
2. seeing quail, rabbits, jackrabbits and other little critters to start my day
3. making plans for the zoo tomorrow
4. getting some things done around here
5. the kids having some nice playtime together
6. cooking pork chops for the first time ever
7. 3 out of 4 liking the pork chops
8. the kids silly antics in the pool tonight
9. being humbled. I never thought I'd have these issues and my pride has gotten in the way of me getting help. Now I have the opportunity to stop relying on myself to solve all my problems.
   
10. confidence that God is going to use these experiences not just to grow me but so that I may minister to other people having these same issues once I get through this.
    

In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins,

. . . in accordance with the riches of God's grace -Ephesians 1:7
I'm thankful for:

1. getting to spend some time with Amanda, D', and their kids
   
2. trying a soy latte for the first time to see how Thomas handles it. Oh, Starbucks! How I have missed you!
   
3. Thomas pulling up to standing on Jack's train table. He's getting so big!
   
4. a long overdue talk with my friend Krista
   
5. phone calls with so many dear friends today
6. not losing my temper with the kids when they misbehaved so much while I was on the phone
   
7. 3 kids playing boats together
   
8. Thomas eating so well lately
   
9. Jeff coming home and cleaning up the kitchen for me
   
10. the fact that I do regret when I lose my temper and seek forgiveness
    

"Some people regard discipline as a chore. . .

. . . For me it is a kind of order that sets me free to fly." -Julie Andrews
I'm thankful for:

1. running 5k in under 30 minutes (about 1 1/2 minutes faster than the first time I ran 5k)
   
2. going to the store minus one child this morning
   
3. our leather couch, because I would bet it was easier to clean up poop off of that than a cloth couch
   
4. setting up my new Franklin Covey and getting a few things crossed off of the list
   
5. Christian's growing desire to read and write more
   
6. enjoying a conversation with the kids about classical music and the different emotions each song can invoke
7. Jeff being around for a good part of the week
   
8. trying a new recipe - not bad!
   
9. the lessons I'm learning in selflessness and flexibility
   
10. seeing a week of improvement with Thomas and even with his itchiness today seeing it can and will go away

Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but . . .

. . . only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. -Ephesians 4:29
I'm thankful for:

1. Thomas waking with happy noises and not screaming for me - the first time ever!
   
2. Thomas' first (it's really come through this time) new tooth
   
3. Josh's sermon really speaking to me this morning about how we are to have a different way of thinking that affects how we interact with others
   
4. that I was actually able to listen to and concentrate on a good part of the sermon
   
5. Clara getting to go on a date with Daddy
   
6. having a nice conversation with my Mom & Dad
   
7. making Orange Creme Shake with/for Christian
   
8. enjoying time with just the boys and how the dynamic changes when one of the kids are gone
   
9. how excited the kids were to share what happened in their day with each other
   
10. planning for the week ahead
    

"Weekends are a bit like rainbows;

. . . they look good from a distance but disappear when you get up close to them." -John Shirley
I'm thankful for:

1. the weekend and not having to go it all on my own
   
2. Thomas' amazing week of sleep. I think we are turning a corner!
   
3. fresh air mowing the lawn
   
4. being able to laze around a bit and not feeling too guilty as my dishes pile high on the kitchen counters
5. ordering curtains for our sliding glass door - finally! And finding ones I like at a great deal on eBay
6. Christian attending Sam's birthday party at a bowling alley and having a blast!
   
7. Christian and Clara having fun their first time on a slip 'n slide
8. being able to eat with less restrictions
9. enjoying a nice glass of wine and homecooked leftovers
10. Clara returning to her big girl bed and hope that she does better staying in there from now on
    

"Independence"... [is] middle-class blasphemy. We are all . . .

. . . dependent on one another, every soul of us on earth." -G.B. Shaw, Pygmalion, 1912
I'm thankful for:

1. feeling a lot better this morning
   
2. finally getting around to letting the kids paint the critters my sister sent and playing in moon sand
   
   
3. not getting very angry (there were a few minutes of serious grumps at the end) when looking at the mess from the moon sand
   
4. even hearing some happy squeals when I've been putting Thomas to bed (or when he's woken up) the last few days. That has never happened before!
   
5. Thomas successfully retrying carrots and oats with only a contact reaction to the carrots
   
6. finding a cool father's day gift for my dad at Etsy.com
   
7. my new Franklin Covey weekly planner arriving!
   
8. mmmmm! Clean sheets!
   
9. neighbors are moving in next door!
10. getting to meet neighbors at an ice cream party and seeing the space station fly overhead
    

"In the sick room, ten cents' worth of human understanding equals . . .

. . . ten dollars' worth of medical science." -Martin H. Fischer
I'm thankful for:

1. the tylenol working to bring down my fever so I could function most of the day
   
2. Christian being helpful and kind for at least part of the day
   
3. Clara saying with utmost sympathy "I hope you feel betta Mommy"
   
4. more ways that God is convicting me to grow. Especially being a good example to my children and using my words for good no matter how I'm feeling
5. the Hahne's watching my kids while I went to see the Dr
6. the Dr seeing me even though I got lost on the way there and was 20 minutes late
   
7. getting on antibiotics - please God may it work quickly!
8. getting the kids to bed without throwing up. Thank goodness they can do so much for themselves now!
   
9. Jeff coming home and taking care of me
10. not every day being like this
    

" If there is any deficiency in food or exercise, the body will fall sick." -Hippocrates

Please pray this mastitis goes away on its own. Jeff is gone tonight and tomorrow and my fever is increasing.
I'm thankful for:

1. having a totally ideal morning. Cooking, cleaning, playing, reading and most importantly - no grumpy mommy!
   
2. trying new foods for Thomas - little pieces of banana and strawberry
   
3. Thomas sleeping well this morning and this afternoon
   
4. Thomas not acting very itchy
   
5. everyone behaving better - particularly me
   
6. more ideas of things I'd like to do during the day like music time and art time
   
7. a plan of action for helping Thomas with his itching
8. only one night that Jeff will be out of town this week
9. a yummy dinner at the Hahne's tonight!
10. visits with old friends
    

"Don't worry that children never listen to you;

worry that they are always watching you." -Robert Fulghum
I'm thankful for:

1. not getting angry or even in the least bit irritable when getting out of the house in a rush this morning
   
2. interesting theological questions I've been having lately with Christian and Clara in the car
   
3. better behavior from the C's today
   
4. Thomas having a good 9 months checkup today at his pediatrician's office - 9 MONTHS!!!
   
5. Thomas handling shots, bloodwork, and allergy testing as well as could be expected and recovering quickly
   
6. spending long overdue time with the Brower's
   
7. good news at the allergist that Thomas tested negative to several foods we thought were positives. Also, that having hives on his chin does not necessarily indicate an allergic reaction but rather a skin sensitivity so we can re-introduce all foods that are negative and slowly introduce foods that were mildly positive to see how he handles it
   
8. Jeff being home to help bathe and put the kids to bed
   
9. feeling refreshed after the long weekend and able to handle the norms of life with more ease
   
10. eating one of my favorite dinners tonight since I can now eat beans again!
    

"They fell, but o'er their glorious grave . . .

. . . Floats free the banner of the cause they died to save." -Francis Marion Crawford
I'm thankful for:

1. the sacrifices made by the brave men and women, both past and present, in order to maintain living a blessed life in a free country. May our current and future administrations remember what and why we continue to fight for our freedom.
2. Thomas finally falling asleep at 5am
   
3. Jeff having an extra day off and being able to sleep until 7
4. finding a possible new cause of hives - gelatin (marshmallows, jello)
   
5. encouraging words from Melissa to clear my perspective
   
6. cooking some foods for the week
   
7. Jeff taking the older kids out for the whole morning
8. Thomas sweet and easy going demeanor when he's not itching and overly tired
   
9. enjoying delicious food and great company at the Harding's Memorial Day party
   
10. opportunities to teach our children about patience
    

"It behooves a father to be blameless if . . .

. . . he expects his child to be." -Homer
I'm thankful for:

1. Thomas waking up early so we could squeeze in a trip to the store before the C's woke up
   
2. Christian sleeping until 7am & Clara not waking him up for once
   
3. the bit I could glean from the sermon this morning regarding hope for God to change me
   
4. finding more cereals I can eat
   
5. Christian's adoration of Thomas
   
6. Sunday afternoon naps!
   
7. Clara tickling Thomas and him nearly laughing
   
8. Thomas signing "more" for the first time
   
9. getting organized for our College ministry
   
10. Jeff taking the kids on a walk

The righteous man leads a blameless life;

. . . blessed are his children after him. -Proverbs 20:7
I'm thankful for:

1. Jeff making a start on getting the garage in order
   
2. ordering a weekly planner in hopes of getting better organized
3. the growing independence of our children
4. enjoying a book I checked out from the library (Catch as Catch Can by Joseph Heller)
   
5. Thomas pulling up to standing on the couch
6. help picking up around the house today and help with the kids
7. unexpectedly getting to see Tom & Mary Kay for dinner
8. Clara and Christian's total adoration and excitement for their grandparents
   
9. not finding anything to buy for our house at Copenhagen today - at least we're saving money
   
10. wanting change - not being complacent in where I'm at as a mom
    

"He who is allowed to do as he likes will soon . . .

. . . run his head into a brick wall out of sheer frustration." -Robert Musil, The Man without Qualities, 1930
I'm thankful for:

1. parenting books that can guide me in the right direction
   
2. a desire to get to the hearts of my children rather than train them to behave well out of fear
   
3. the joy the kids had at the rain, coming into my room this morning saying "Mom! There's going to be a rainbow!!"
   
4. going to the library and getting some books to read
5. laying Thomas down for a nap with minimal fussing and no socks on his hands (I don't think they're very effective any more - he can get even the tightest ones off within minutes)
   
6. reading books on the couch with the kids
   
7. Christian loving to play with Thomas
   
8. Thomas first time waving
   
9. playing games with the kids
   
10. Jeff coming home later tonight

"Ruin and recovery are both from within." -Epictetus

I'm thankful for:

1. a good mood this morning in spite of too little sleep
   
2. working towards no back-talking and immediate obedience - being more aware of where I'm falling short
   
3. Clara being a little ray of sunshine with her cute and silly behavior, pistol though she is!
   
4. Christian's last day of school
   
5. Ms. Montoya and Ms. Price and the great preschool program Christian enjoyed
   
6. the nature around our home - coyotes, prairie dogs, roadrunners, rabbits - all seen just today!
   
7. Christian encouraging me not to be mad when I went to discipline him
   
8. Thomas exploring and enjoying himself so much during his usually fussy time
   
9. a cloudy, much cooler than normal day with even a bit of rain
   
10. Thomas first time with the C's in the bath
    

"The average man, who does not know what to do with his life,

. . . wants another one which will last forever." -Anatole France
I'm thankful for:

1. going to bed earlier last night to try to take better care of myself
   
2. Clara's pullup was dry this morning!
   
3. handling Thomas' poop blowout with grace and humor
   
4. Thomas going to crawling from sitting for the first time
   
5. Christian sounding out and then spelling out words like Clara & Dog
   
6. Thomas eating peaches - real bites of peaches - by himself!
   
7. Christian's ok after Clara chucked a polar pack at his head
   
8. Clara sincerely remorseful for what she did
9. less fear and better tolerance today
   
10. Melissa Hahne coming over for a drink and great conversation after the kids were in bed
    

"Self-pity is . . .

. . . a sinkhole from which no rescuing hand can drag you because you have chosen to sink." -Elizabeth Elliot
I'm thankful for:

1. secretly watching the kids playing outside through my bedroom window. I cherish their little antics when they are playing so well together.
   
2. bathtime relaxing Thomas to the point that he so nicely went to sleep on his own
   
3. working as a team to get in & out of Toys R Us in 10 minutes
   
4. the kids behaving pretty well when we went to the title agency to sign our refinancing paperwork - & refinancing our home at 5%!
   
5. being able to park in the garage - what a difference in car temperature!
   
6. Christian's friend Blake's birthday party at the splash pad
   
7. not even feeling sad one bit that I couldn't eat the cake
   
8. Jeff being home tonight. Having help is invaluable.
   
9. the realization that all the stuff I thought was happening this weekend is mostly next weekend. Phew!
   
10. working on a routine for our days to get more accomplished and enjoy our time together more.
    

"Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely . . .

. . . to be normal." -Albert Camus
I'm thankful for:

1. a down the street neighbor (Brandy) setting up an ice-cream social for neighbors to meet
   
2. making one step closer to talking to someone professional about this or getting other help
   
3. a good nap
   
4. again for Melissa
   
5. kids playing nicely outside
   
6. a friend finding out she's pregnant! Hurray for new life!
   
7. the smell of good food cooking in my kitchen. That's right my kitchen!
   
8. winging it on a meal and it being a hit!
   
9. starting work on a summer schedule
   
10. Jeff's support
    

Dear God, I need your help, Lord.

Please help me not to resent my children for their constant demands on my time. Help me to show them love even, and especially, when I'm correcting their behavior. Please give me wisdom to make the right decisions for my children, to not discipline in anger, and to keep a level head in all that I do. Help me, Lord, not to fear the breakdown I had on Friday and instead see it as a means to develop my character to be more like You. Help me not to want to run from that person or to run from my children.
I'm thankful for:

1. confirmation I need to be more consistent in discipline
   
2. silly Thomas antics like crawling under the coffee table glass
   
3. getting the house straightened for our college group coming over tonight
   
4. Jeff's ability to help me see the other side of the coin
   
5. Thomas falling asleep in the swing this afternoon
   
6. Melissa Hahne
   
7. our college friends coming over
   
8. playing games, watching a movie, and enjoying good conversation
   
9. Christian falling asleep immediately
   
10. a fresh start to a new week

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. . .

. . . I just wish that He didn't trust me so much." -Mother Teresa
I'm thankful for:

1. running 5 1/2 miles today in 53 minutes. I have never run past 4 miles before!
   
2. getting my Nike+ & iPod setup for running this morning - it made it easier
   
3. Thomas taking a good nap this morning - the first in a while now
   
4. Christian riding his bike and loving it!
   
5. Christian building and re-enacting the battle of Jericho with blocks
   
6. a wee little nap (I could have used a wee little more)
   
7. Thomas playing so nicely by himself
   
8. Jeff being here for Christian's and later Clara's total meltdown
   
9. http://deathisnotdying.com/ - it speaks for itself
10. a challenge to serve my family with joy
    

I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.

For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. -Romans 7:18
I'm thankful for:

1. putting Clara back in the Pac-N-Play again. It meant 45 extra minutes of sleep for me & even more for everyone else!
   
2. follow up from the allergists office about the next steps for testing Thomas
   
3. the kids trying to help me calm down when I completely broke down today (hopefully the first and last total mommy meltdown)
   
4. friends to openly share with when I'm having a hard time
   
5. Thomas chasing a ball around the room
6. Christian encouraging & playing with Thomas
   
7. Jeff arriving earlier than usual from a trip
8. Jeff taking the C's out shopping and to eat
9. having quiet time just T and me
10. surviving this day
    

"A teacher affects eternity;

. . . he can never tell where his influence stops." -Henry Brooks Adams
I'm thankful for:

1. the freelance logo job. I hope the client likes them; it was a fun exercise for me.
   
2. making eggs, bacon and toast for the kids and they GOBBLED IT UP!
   
3. Clara not getting seriously injured after Christian hit her between the eyes with a (plastic, thankfully) golf club
   
4. friends I can honestly tell I'm grumpy who try to talk me down
   
5. a powerful sermon addressing President Obama about abortion by John Piper
   
6. the kids napping right away since we had to go to Christian's school an hour early
   
7. hearing the testimony I sent to the Intentional Living program on air while I was driving to Christian's school today
   
8. Christian's great preschool program today!
   
9. being able to pray openly with a friend in need and then seeing the miracle God brought into her life
   
10. Jeff coming home tomorrow

"And if tonight my soul may find her peace in sleep, and sink in good oblivion, and in the morning . . .

. . . wake like a new-opened flower then I have been dipped again in God, and new-created." -D.H. Lawrence
I'm thankful for:

1. seeing a shooting star last night - the 2nd time in my life outside of a meteor shower I saw in IL once
   
2. enjoying more time with the Hahne's this morning
   
3. a quiet lunch when the C's asked to eat their lunches outside
4. Thomas doing a "real" crawl today instead of the army crawl
5. baby Emily home and safe from the hospital
6. perspective
   
7. hope for positive change for the Bates family
8. the possibility of doing a classical education homeschool co-op
   
9. Jeff having a better day today
   
10. hope for being a better mom tomorrow
    

"Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”

I'm thankful for:

1. Melissa Hahne watching the C's so I could attend Sharing Day at bible study
   
2. all the marshmallows gone from our home. Ugh.
   
3. blessed by the sharing of other believers at sharing day
   
4. that God forgives
   
5. that after I prayed to God to keep me from talking nasty to my child and handle his behavior problems with wisdom, immediately upon dropping him off at school I heard a sermon of how each child is made uniquely by God and each child should be raised up uniquely according to their character
   
6. God's perfect timing
   
7. finding software for my dvd burner to finally get it working!!!
   
8. being invited back over to the Hahne's for dinner
   
9. an impromptu sleepover at the Hahne's
   
10. sorbet
    

"You don't get anything clean without . . .

. . . getting something else dirty." -Cecil Baxter
I'm thankful for:

1. waking up early to see Jeff's alarm didn't go off
   
2. team work by the kids to rush out of the house at 5:50 this morning
3. being able to get Jeff his wallet just in time for him to make his flight
   
4. making rice krispee treats with the kids
   
5. checking out FlyLady and hope for better organization
   
6. putting a new sticker chart together
   
7. the kids saying "excuse me" to get my attention on the phone
   
8. having close friends to keep each other accountable
   
9. baths all around
   
10. my children being quick to forgive

Happy Mother's Day!

Nothing like on-the-job training!
I'm thankful for:

1. my own mom and mother-in-law and how they've shaped our lives
   
2. a 4 mile run this morning
   
3. Jeff making our Sunday morning pancakes
   
4. the nice cards my kids made for me and the perfect card Jeff bought for me
   
5. the kids and Jeff taking me out to lunch and being able to eat off the menu
   
6. Sunday afternoon naps
   
7. Jeff helping to take on the burden of disciplining bad behavior
   
8. food from scratch - it has to be better for you, right?!
   
9. going to the store by myself, saving the trip with 3 littles tomorrow
   
10. making a double batch of Chicken Tortilla Soup. Mmmm!
    

. . . but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth consume, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:

. . . for where thy treasure is, there will thy heart be also. -Matthew 6:20-21
I'm thankful for:

1. Jeff cleaning the shower
   
2. time alone mowing the lawn
3. Jeff spending individual time with the kids
   
4. Thomas allowing Jeff to put him down for a nap and going to sleep well
   
5. a quiet afternoon with sleeping children
   
6. playing Spiderman Memory with Clara
   
7. the fact that Jeff and I are usually on the same page as parents
   
8. a low key freelance job coming together
9. trying not to put too much value in our home and possessions
10. watching Jeff play "bowling" with my exercise ball and the kids as pins
    

"Babies are always more . . .

. . . trouble than you thought - and more wonderful." -Charles Osgood
I'm thankful for:

1. Christian sleeping through Clara's noise early this morning (crying, whining, piano playing, door slamming, etc)
   
2. a fairly good trip to the store without any major blowups
3. Thomas taking a nap without socks on his hands
   
4. Thomas getting wherever he wants and is so much happier for it
   
5. Thomas acting, sleeping, smiling like a normal baby today!
   
6. Jeff knocking off work a little early today
   
7. a nice meal of salmon & asparagus
8. thoughtful friends who send articles about allergies
9. the calm (quiet evening) after the storm (big fight amidst the C's)
   
10. Friday nights and the promise of the weekend together
    

"Prayer does not change God, but . . .

. . . it changes him who prays." -Søren Kierkegaard
I'm thankful for:

1. the kids waking super early and their grumpy attitudes. Normally this is the start of a bad day, but today it gave me the opportunity to read my bible and pray that instead of trying to control my children that God would help me to guide them.
   
2. dear friends who worry when they don't hear from me for a while
   
3. feeling refreshed from our time in Tucson
4. the house next to us is sold!
   
5. Christian's desire to create something for show and share
   
6. Thomas' happy demeanor in spite of the itchy hives. What is it today? Bananas?
   
7. the first real laugh from Thomas
   
8. having a pizza party picnic watching Mary Poppins
   
9. long phone calls with great friends. Thanks Melissa!
10. a low-key freelance gig, perfect for my limited free time
    

"What children need most are the essentials that grandparents provide in abundance. . .

. . . They give unconditional love, kindness, patience, humor, comfort, lessons in life. And, most importantly, cookies." -Rudolph Giuliani
I'm thankful for:

1. having the opportunity to go to Tucson overnight at the last minute
   
2. being able to spend the whole week with Jeff
   
3. the love the kids have for Grandma & Grandpa
   
4. relatively good behavior from the C's in spite of a sleep deficit
   
5. marked improvement from Thomas in behavior and sleep
   
6. Mary Kay joining in on the tea party
   
7. Thomas making big strides (ha ha! pun intended) on the army crawl
   
8. having in-laws that I feel comfortable talking openly with
   
9. all 3 kids falling asleep fairly quickly on the car ride back from Tucson
   
10. a safe drive back from Tucson
    

"Mother love is the fuel that . . .

. . . enables a normal human being to do the impossible." -Marion C. Garretty
I'm thankful for:

1. a great phone call with my sister last night and the closer we've come through the years
   
2. my bible study. I am so sad it is ending for the summer, but I have learned so much from the study of Genesis through Community Bible Study
   
3. a greater understanding of the Lord's timing and lessons in patience
   
4. a beautiful springtime here in the desert where we usually are sweltering long before now
   
5. Thomas sleeping at Bible Study - something he's never done before without being held
   
6. Thomas sleeping on his own this afternoon too! Maybe we're turning a corner!
7. Christian singing in front of bible study. Ok, well, standing there and looking a bit like Eeyore, but he was up there nonetheless.
   
8. Christian's preschool helper telling me how much he's grown and how he knows all the songs and motions for their upcoming show
   
9. Clara's desire to do things by herself and the determination she has to keep trying until she's figured it out
   
10. Thomas is like another child. So happy and rested. Squeals of joys resounding instead of screams of irritation.
    

It's so great to find that one special person . . .

. . . you want to annoy for the rest of your life. -Rita Rudner
I'm thankful for:

1. getting to see a breathtaking Arizona sunrise this morning
   
2. running 3 miles to start my day
   
3. Jeff's trip to El Paso getting canceled this week!!
   
4. Thomas taking a 2 1/2 hour nap this afternoon and not having his usual screaming time tonight!
   
5. Clara putting Thomas' clothes away on her own initiative (is she really just 2 years old?!)
   
6. going to the store and bank by my self!
   
7. getting our sprinkler issue corrected without cost to us
   
8. Jeff playing with the kids outside
   
9. the balance Jeff gives me in all parts of life
10. being able to eat marshmallows to satisfy my sweet tooth!
    

Most of the food allergies die under garlic and onion. -Martin H. Fischer

I'm thankful for:

1. having self control
2. becoming more self aware. It does help to talk myself down out of anger when I realize it is because I'm trying to control a situation that cannot be controlled
   
3. having a sense of humor that I can laugh at my children even if what they're doing is wrong
   
4. sitting near other noisy children at church so I can at least pretend my children were not the only loud ones
   
5. Christian's desire to spend time with his Grandma & Grandpa, & calling Grandma to talk to her about it
   
6. taking a much needed nap today
   
7. the kids bringing me flowers after their walk with Daddy
   
8. Thomas not scratching much today
   
9. hope that eliminating all legumes will make a huge difference for Thomas
   
10. making yummy chicken tortilla soup and enough to last me several meals
    

It will be interesting to see if the kids read this when they grow up.

. . . It's not that I don't have a lot to be thankful for with each of them, but Thomas' allergies consume so much of my time right now that I cannot help but be thankful for each little piece of progress in his life. Praise God for the wisdom he has given me lately and I wait with anticipation to see how eliminating beans from my diet changes his quality of life.
I'm thankful for:

1. Isaac being here and the joy he brought to the kids
   
2. Thomas slept without crying, woke for a few minutes but then miraculously went back to sleep this morning's nap, (he usually sleeps about 30 minutes if at all)
   
3. celebrating new life at a baby shower this afternoon - not to mention having some time away just me and T
   
4. Thomas behavior was spectacular at the baby shower
   
5. preparing a nice dinner for company coming over
   
6. spending a great evening with Taun and Nick
   
7. celebrating Taun's birthday with her
   
8. Taun and Nick playing with the C's
   
9. no fussy time for Thomas tonight because he enjoyed the company of Taun and Nick so much
10. Thomas going to sleep all day with no crying!!!
    

"Any concern too small to be turned into a prayer is . . .

. . . too small to be made into a burden." -Corrie ten Boom, Clippings from My Notebook
I'm thankful for:

1. recognizing that I have not been consistent in expecting immediate obedience, evidenced by the lack of cooperation from my children this morning to get out the door quickly
   
2. squeezing in a trip to the grocery store early this morning
3. not totally losing my mind in order to keep on our tight schedule
   
4. getting the hang of holding Clara over a public toilet with minimal touching (yuck) and holding Thomas at the same time without dropping either of them. Thank goodness for handicapped stalls that will hold all 4 of us!
   
5. Scott going out of his way to do a last minute synthetic oil change for us
   
6. Harmony taking pictures of Thomas
7. Thomas smiling nicely for pictures in spite of being super tired
   
8. Jennie keeping the kids for me while I took Thomas for his photos
9. I found a new one! Beans!!! I figured out the pattern and then put some refried beans on Thomas' skin. Wala! A hive! Hurray! One step closer to fixing this kid.
   
10. Jeff's coming home tonight and Isaac is spending the night. The kids are SOOO excited!